I wonder why I try so hard sometimes.

Taking up a job that I never like, on blind belief that it'll be good for future career.
Sloughing to earn the 1st capital to start investing.
Passing out on social activities, by OT-ing on V-day and yet probably no one knows, again.
(I'm not exactly complaining about my job... or if it is, all jobs are "complain-able" to some extent. Perhaps just lacking faith in my future, looking at what I'm doing now.)

Sometimes, when I look at others, I wonder why things come so easily for them.

At the end of the day, I wonder who am I sacrificing for?
Who made all the hardships I suffer worth it?

Anyway, Happy V-day to anyone who's attached, or had their dreams came true.